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 MegsY
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 Friday, August 6, 2010 @ 5:18 PMIt's 8.19am in the morning. And it's my birthday. 14 doesn't feel like anything new at all. Maybe it's because I've always looked at myself like I WAS 14. So when the realization dawned upon me yesterday that I was still 13. All I could do was wonder. So many things happened in the time I was 13. Turning point I would say? If I was still the 13 year old I was in June 09, I'd probably want to spend my whole birthday out with BCYS. The whole birthday. And probably just to watch them have fun. And I'll be the quietest? But today,I am the 14 year old in August 10,and I know for sure I want to spend the day with my true KAMPONG friends(D and N)and my classmates(they're unbelievably close to my heart!) and the cheerleaders(there's a greater pull in the bonds then I realized.).... I so much want to spend the day with them and take lots of pictures to record those memories. But today I will be spending the day with my family. It's not such a bad thing. I can see my dad making an effort not to quarrel with me even though he's gone past the line of shouting. Today,he didn't even say he had to 'consider' when I asked him if my geog group could come over on Tuesday for the presentation rehearsal. He just said yes. And when I asked him if he could pick them up... Yeah,he was quite pissed at the idea that they couldn't come themselves. Said they were taking advantage of me. This I don't agree because they did not even ask me if I could pick them up. That I volunteered. He raised his voice at me. But after that,he spoke softer to me,trying to make me understand lest I was angry(but I wasn't), "I just think that your friends should come here themselves". Amazing things can happen. I'm so touched by everything today. Special thanks to D. for his gift! P.S. I've already started using it:D 
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