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This is the last time I'll be able to log on this week I think...
My mom's kinda going overseas so she's bringing the com.
The home com's internet card is screwed.
The extra com has no internet.
I wouldn't even think of asking my dad for his...
So yea....
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Today my grandma woke me up.
Today my grandma tied my hair.
Today I hugged my grandma goodbye like a little girl.

Today I wrote in my diary after such a long time.
Today I cried in so long for no sure reason.
Today I hugged my bear bear for the first time in forever.

Yeah.
My grandparents left today.
And I had C.I.P. for ushering schools into ours.
But it's not much.
My grandparents leaving is more.
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Feel really great today.
We had the band exchange programme in our school today.
Really long story.
I'm trying to settle the cheerleading thing with my sec 1s and meeting Nick and Derek to get back my math notes...
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Today's cheerleading was.....
Well...
What else could cheerleading possibly be???
For a girl I mean.
Duh!
It was great!!!!
My dad just came back from his one day Penang business trip.
And he's leaving tomorrow on a double decker airbus at 11pm.
I'm like....wow....
Anyway....
This Saturday is the art meet.
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Woke up earlier than necessary today.
Yesterday Daphne called to say the practice was from 9-11am.
Then someone called my house twice but I couldn't pick up cuz the phone was flat.
Then I kept worrying the whole night it was Daphne and the timings changed again.
So this morning I called Hui Ying.
And she said 'from 10.30-12.30'.
HAH!
Women's intuition!!!
Or in my case...
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Just came back from running 4km with my mum.
And my grandma.
Except for her,it's more of 500m.
Haha.
But it was a really satisfactory feeling when I realized I just spent a full hour with my family.
Or part of it anyways.
Now my grandpa's downstairs.
And my grandma's taking bath.
And I'm here in the master bedroom with the air con and the television chilling out while my mum teaches Evan(who's currently taking bath)here on the room's coffee table.
My grandparents are leaving this Friday.
And tomorrow there's cheerlead.
And Tuesday there's band.
And Wednesday there's nothing.
And Thursday there's band exchange programme.
And Friday there's C.I.P. ushering for different schools who're coming to Cedar for some SYF opening ceremony thingy.
I definitely feel this 'no life' thingy coming along well.
But this is because,of course,I live on the hope that everything will go back to normal.
Normal as in Megan Yit Qing normal.

Anyway,I've been thinking a whole lot about M and J these past two days.
I don't know why.
I really hope it's like the saying 'You think of the beginning at the end'.
I really hope this is the end.
DEFINITELY hope that for M.
Not for J though.
But everything with me and BCYS is screwed now anyway.
Oh,today is Gordon and Isaac's birthdays!!!
Happy birthday guys!

Oh,once Evan finishes his revision I'm gonna go call my grandma in and we'll watch Hannah Montana on the small TV.
My mum just laughed at me cuz I was giving her a '-.-|||' look cuz she stared at her hair in the mirror for the 2nd time.
Or maybe 3rd.
And I was staring at her and my fingers were moving so quickly over the keyboard.
I think her laughing is due to the fact that she said now I can type without looking at the keyboard.
:)
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Just finished the lit meet at my place.
And cheerleading.
It was pretty ok.
Just that now I'm not so confident about us being able to go through the whole presentation without any mistakes.
I mean,sure,it's not that we can't get even one mistake.
But this is...
I'm just worried they'll be so lost.
I hope I can call one more meeting but...
School reopens soon.
And I doubt my parents are gonna let me have another project meet.
Seriously!
This is school related stuff.
'Seeing too much' of my friends is inevitable.
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Watching 'Entertainment on Five' and Elvin Ng is on TV.
They're talking about him modelling.
Can't believe my friends find him cute...
Can't belive I,ME,MEGAN,MEESELF,MYSELF,used to find him cute.
Anyway,I think a simple life like this is actually quite ok.
And it's not as if I'm completely deprived of contact.
I mean,I've got facebook.
:D
Still good right?
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Can't believe I actually feel renewed!
It's a great feeling.
I never really thought I'd get to feel this good from the smallest things.
I mean,I guess this has got to do with calls from my seniors during the cheerleading practice just now...
Turns out it was held in school...
And me reading my diary(all the past entries)and realizing how much M was a miserable,pathetic phase.
And currently now,I have everything I could ever want.
All the friends beside me,probably the most fun cca(BAND IS NOT LAME OK???)and the greatest skills ever.
I have everything I need.
Not going to list it out...XD
But you get what I mean.
So like I told Nick,I'm probably going to start looking for happiness in the little everyday of life.
And try to make my parents trust me again.
And I'm going to need all your help guys!
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