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 Friday, August 20, 2010 @ 6:34 AMSo glad that every 'spectator' who comes to watch Rose cheer thinks I can dance. Haha. Ok. Bragging moment over. I haven't blogged in forever. And here is just a foreword. That I doubt I'll be posting much in the coming 2 months due to exams. Maybe 3 months. Due to the CREATION of exam notes AND the exams themselves. Miss hanging out with you guys. *Sigh* 
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Sunday, August 15, 2010 @ 5:43 AM I'm only halfway through this book. But I'm already agreeing with all the book reviews others have given it. I hate this book. And yet I love it so impossibly much. It's so cruel and torturous and tempting. 'Before I fall' is the story about a teenage who relives the day of her death seven times. The monotony in the easy predicament of the near future is so tormenting. I can almost feel for her. I want to get out of this limbo too.
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Saturday, August 14, 2010 @ 12:19 AM I guess it's decided. I'm not going to do anything...wrong. From now on. I'll try my best to stick to this. I just can't stand the idea of having my parents mad at me again. I've done so much to get here. And I'm not going to screw it up. I'm not saying that they are completely right about everything they ban me from. I definitely deserve a right to impossible things they say. But I'm trying. So help me.
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Tuesday, August 10, 2010 @ 6:08 AM Malaysian again
D asked if I wanted to hang out with NAD this Friday for Step Up at J8. First time ever I'm hearing Nick interested in going to the cinemas for a movie! Anwyay,I guess what I really wanted to say was that.. I feel like a proper Malaysian again when I'm with them. I don't really throw stones like they do. But the sight of it in a city like this is just something different. And I want to go this Friday. But I don't think I want to do anything behind my parents' backs.
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Friday, August 6, 2010 @ 5:18 PM It's 8.19am in the morning. And it's my birthday. 14 doesn't feel like anything new at all. Maybe it's because I've always looked at myself like I WAS 14. So when the realization dawned upon me yesterday that I was still 13. All I could do was wonder. So many things happened in the time I was 13. Turning point I would say? If I was still the 13 year old I was in June 09, I'd probably want to spend my whole birthday out with BCYS. The whole birthday. And probably just to watch them have fun. And I'll be the quietest? But today,I am the 14 year old in August 10,and I know for sure I want to spend the day with my true KAMPONG friends(D and N)and my classmates(they're unbelievably close to my heart!) and the cheerleaders(there's a greater pull in the bonds then I realized.).... I so much want to spend the day with them and take lots of pictures to record those memories. But today I will be spending the day with my family. It's not such a bad thing. I can see my dad making an effort not to quarrel with me even though he's gone past the line of shouting. Today,he didn't even say he had to 'consider' when I asked him if my geog group could come over on Tuesday for the presentation rehearsal. He just said yes. And when I asked him if he could pick them up... Yeah,he was quite pissed at the idea that they couldn't come themselves. Said they were taking advantage of me. This I don't agree because they did not even ask me if I could pick them up. That I volunteered. He raised his voice at me. But after that,he spoke softer to me,trying to make me understand lest I was angry(but I wasn't), "I just think that your friends should come here themselves". Amazing things can happen. I'm so touched by everything today. Special thanks to D. for his gift! P.S. I've already started using it:D
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Thursday, August 5, 2010 @ 7:19 AM Tomorrow
Tomorrow the band performs for Cedar's national day performance.As usual. Duh! What comes AFTER is the highlight. Not posting it here though. Might rake up unecessary over-worrying by some people. But whatever. On Saturday the family goes out to watch Salt at Orchard. Sunday nothing. Monday nothing-except homework,which is also everything. Tuesday I hang out with An Chi at 313. After which is when my mum takes half-day leave so WE hang out. Za-bo and I had an idea to rent the series 'The secret life of the American Teenager' and camp at my place to watch re-runs. But I doubt THAT'S gonna work out. Anyway... I turn 14 on Saturday. Can't believe it. Can't believe Ms. Sia thought I was sec 3 too!
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@ 5:34 AM A leader inevitably
It helps so much to know that Han Chien was never angry at me. I don't know what's really up with me lately. A few groupwork projects are starting again. And I keep feeling that our group will never move on if I don't step forward to give instructions. I hate this feeling that I must always do something before anyone even CONSIDERS it. ARRRGGGHHHH.
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